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for all you freaks misfits and outcasts more than you'll ever have why don't you make love to us this is where all life starts sunshine daydream
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Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 01:16 pm (no subject)
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
speak french

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
yes, my resolution was to lose weight. I lost 120 pounds.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?

5. What countries did you visit?

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
A girlfriend.

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
January 11.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Reading Camus.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Not becoming close with people.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yeah. I've been really sick lately.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
An Ipod.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

14. Where did most of your money go?
To things that never worked out.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Girls. That didn't work out did it.

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Talking Heads-A Clean Break

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) Happier or sadder? Happier.
b) Thinner or fatter? thinner
c) Richer or poorer? Depressed.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Smiling and meaning it.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Seeing People Change.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Happy with family, new family, and awaiting the return of a brother.

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?

23. How many one-night stands?

24. What was your favorite TV program?

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

26. What was the best book you read?
The Fall by Albert Camus

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Lodger-David Bowie

28. What did you want and get?
I wanted a band of brothers and got a band of cousins, I wanted a girlfriend, I got seven days a week at my house alone watching FUCKING SWEDISH MOVIES, NOT SWEDISH PORN BUT ACTUAL MOVIES IN FUCKING SWEDISH!!!!

29. What did you want and not get?
A close lady.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Through The Glass Darkly. Ingmar Bergman.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
School, saw Becky, talked to many far away friends, got a cake from Billy, Max, Amanda, Amanda, Vegas, and Alayna, saw Bryan and Matt, saw people at Starbucks. Went home.

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Working things out.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Umm me.

34. What kept you sane?
Morgan Travis phone calls.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
David Lynch.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
What was on the Ukranian candidate's face.

37. Who did you miss?
wow, just put someone down didn't expect. you won't find out.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Theodore Dimitrios Stavridis.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Find out who you are, than be yourself.
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freak power
Jul. 22nd, 2004 @ 01:10 pm surveys don't belong on _lovegun
First best friend: Kyle Walton
First car: in three weeks
First date: wait, is this asking for an exact date because honestly i am not sure. it was years ago.
First breakup: two years ago, i think.
First screen name: scone99
First self purchased album: Jailhouse Rock by Elvis
First funeral: my Dad's
First pets: my fish, my list fish, Trey Yojimbo Phishy
First tattoo: none
First credit card: that one i found and gave back
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Warren Zevon

Last time you puked: three months ago
Last car ride: Corey
Last kiss: last serious one a few months ago
Last library book checked out: Steal This Urine Test by Abbie Hoffman
Last movie seen: Tales of Terror
Last beverage drank: agua
Last food consumed: buffalo chicken wrap
Last Crush: grape
Last phone call: bryan
Last shoes worn:Matt's sandals
Last cd played: KISS-DESTROYER
Last item bought: Faces-Five Guys Walk Into A Bar
Last annoyance: my pants being too big in the waste but not big enough in the crotch
Last disappointment: nothing
Last shirt worn: striped
Last website visited: www.debbyfromtheinternet.com
Last words you said: you'll get to love it anyhow
Last song you sang: sweet pain
What color socks are you wearing: white
What color of underthings are you wearing?: grey and green
Whats under your bed?: a body
What time did you wake up today?: 9:03

Where do you want to go?: to the bathroom
What is your career going to be?: journalist or a spy
Where are you going to live?: in your basement
How many kids do you want?: three thousand
What kind of car: shoes

Current mood: loud
Current music: right now it's the Detholz
Current taste: toothpaste
Current clothes: striped and jeans
Current desktop picture: diamond dave
Current favorite artist: public display of attention, they are the best artists i know.
Current book: slaughterhouse five
Current color of toenails: umm natural
Current time wasting wish: that i could be granted with the powers of all the mystic men from the African desert and that when I said one word than I would have muscles and a pompadour and I could save the world from mass comercialized aliens.
Current hate: rolling stone

My name is: juan
I may seem: juanish
But I'm really: teddy
Sometimes I feel: happy
In the morning I: check lj, brush my teeth, listen to bowie or t. rex
I like to sleep: when i need it
right now I would be: breathing
Money is: OVERRATED!
One thing I wish I had is: a flaming sword to pierce dragons with
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: the gift of love
Love is: Love
If I could see one person(s) right now it would be: Keith Richards
Something I want but I don't really need is: a lady
Something I need but I don't really want is: a tan
I live for: the dead.
I am afraid of: living!
I like: socks
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william s. burroughs
Jul. 11th, 2004 @ 05:11 pm (no subject)
new livejournal is user name _lovegun.
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william s. burroughs
Jul. 10th, 2004 @ 11:13 pm (no subject)
Times have never been better, yet it feels like no one else is around.
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william s. burroughs
Jul. 7th, 2004 @ 02:50 pm Black Diamond
I feel so good and you don't know it. My two year self depressive slump has finally ended as of last sunday. Now some people would say "what do you have to be depressed about" or "you always seem happy", well it's just a mind set and now hell, I feel good and I don't give one straw on a camels back what other assholes say.

You're gonna have to make it on your own.
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william s. burroughs
Jul. 5th, 2004 @ 04:19 pm (no subject)
do ya love me?
really love me?
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william s. burroughs
Jul. 5th, 2004 @ 12:37 am (no subject)
Current Mood: happyhappy

i have finally joined the too much fun club. beeyotch.

happy america, america.
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keith moon
Jul. 4th, 2004 @ 12:58 pm (no subject)
i'm a drifter.
lonesome drifter.
got no place to call my own no more.
i'm a wanderer
lonesome wanderer
got no one to call my own no more.
got no strings to tie me down.
got no goals to hang around.
what difference does it make which way i go.
got an empty feeling down inside.
still i need to stay alive.
who can tell what waits beyond this road.
i'm a difter.
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william s. burroughs
Jul. 4th, 2004 @ 12:55 pm (no subject)
fourth of july.
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william s. burroughs
Jul. 3rd, 2004 @ 11:07 am For Jim
What are you doing here?
What do you want?
Is it music?
We can play music.
But you want more.
You want something & someone new.
Am I right?
Of course I am.
You want ecstasy
Desire & dreams.
Things not exactly what they seem.
I lead you this way, he pulls that way.
I'm not singing to an imaginary girl.
I'm talking to you, my self.
Let's recreate the world.
The palace of conception is burning.

Look. See it burn.
Bask in the warm hot coals.

You're too young to be old
You don't need to be told
You want to see things as they are.
You know exactly what I do
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william s. burroughs